Haha I feel you. Me too. That’s why I write it ha
And jealousy is okay, it is. When you can own up to it and admit that’s all it is. But when you try and project it and make someone sound like a monster or discredit a relationship just because you’re jealous, so uncool.
Am I teensy bit jealous of it? OF COURSE. I want that kid all over my bod. I’m a teensy bit jealous of anyone who gets to touch him ever ha. I’ve found myself jealous of his damn mother at times ha.
But I’m under no illusion I’ll ever date him or be given the chance to, so there’s no point in getting angry obsessive super upset crying jealous. That’s just gonna make me miserable. I know some people can’t help it but the sooner they can admit it’s just jealousy the easier things might become.
You wanna know why I don’t think Harry and Kendall are really a thing? This is why. Same shit, Every fucking December. I really don’t mind if Harry were to get a girlfriend. I’m all for him being happy (granted, yes I wish he could be with me but there is like a 3% chance of us meeting let alone getting together) but this happens every fucking year. No no no no
YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT HARRY DOES TO ME LIKE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST HE MAKES ME WANNA WALK OUTSIDE IN A MINI SKIRT AND CROP TOP AND ACTUALLY MAKE AN EFFORT TO DO MY HAIR AND JUST OMG. AND HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND I COULD PULL OFF A FUCKING MINI SKIRT AND CROP TOP AND CURL MY HAIR AND JUST FLIP MY HAIR IN HIS FACE AND BE LIKE HAHAHAH YOU LITTLE FUCKER. AND LIKE WTF MAN WHY AM I FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOME DUSTY WHITE BOY!?